Thursday, March 17, 2005

woahz. blogger is super wierd today haha. i think they are prob changing the interface or soemthing again heh. anyway, this week has really flown by! its already thurs liao lah. haha. cool.

went for cl's grandmas wake yst. i nv been to a wake b4 so it was a new experience. i dunno how i would feel if anyone so close to me passed away tho. its such a scary thot. i used to like imagine how i would feel if my mother or father or brother died den ill start crying in my bed haha. yah its just sad but lifes like that i guess. people live and poeple die and tts the way it is. good thing my family got like history of longevity cos like gong gong's siblings are ALL alive haha. as in ALL ok. not a single one dead yet lah. and he has like so many of them.and they are ultra healthy summore. unfortunately my mothers side have history of cancer. oops. cl! i will visit u when u got dementia no prob :) and u can visit me when i get cancer! haha. oops ok i know not funny.but i guess tts how i deal with things. i make them into jokes.

went to watch robots with dan today! haha. the show was so cute lah. aunty fanny is just the funniest in the world. cant forget when the lamppost died cos of her fart lah hahahahahaha. okok. i know my humour is childish but it makes me happy :) cartoons are just so cute lah haha.

hmm got scolded by ALOT of pple for monday :s cl nagged me more than my mother did lah. i know ull are just concerned for me but i seriously dun see wads so bad abt it. as in i know the not telling my mother ill be back so late (or early) is wrong but the other stuff i dun really agree with. i asked dinesh if he would think tt i was loose but he said no... but then again dinesh is like SUPER duper nice to me haha. im his darling mahz so maybe hes biased. but seriosly leh. the thot nv even crossed my mind at all. to me it was all innocent. y the the world so like. cynical and stuff? i dunno lah as in i guess ya must know the risks and be aware and stuff but im not aware and nothing has ever happened to me and i am happier than if i were aware and things still not happen to me. get wad i mean? hmmz. dunno lah.

anyway we were like thinking alot abt the future of our cell. as in wondering what will happen to us when w go down to young adults and stuff. i think it will be qt a wierd transition haha. as in we oso dunno lah. keep praying abt it i guess. but like loo said, we dun wanna leave but yet we know we have to. yah. unlike the guys! haha. thy all in denial :p oops. nvm. anyway i was really bad to daniel today haha. made him wait for like 1 hr! i felt evil. den i forgot to treat him and pay him back for movie!!! hahaha. oops. if ur reading this daniel, im SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry!!!!!!!!!!